Touch by Remmy Duchene

Author:Remmy Duchene [Duchene, Remmy]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: gay romance
ISBN: 9781640802674
Publisher: Dreamspinner Press
Published: 2018-03-01T18:30:00+00:00

WHILE SYLVESTER spoke to his father on the phone, Foster made himself at home in the posh penthouse. He rinsed his mouth in the bathroom with some of Sylvester’s mouthwash, then sat in the center of the bed to watch television. But all he did was flip through the channels, not really paying attention. He kept going over the conversation he’d had with Sylvester at the restaurant. Dr. Henin said that being attracted to a man now was normal. The fears he’d experienced with Sylvester also happened all the time. But what Dr. Henin couldn’t seem to make Foster understand was why the sensations were so strong.

But Foster didn’t want to question it. For the first time in eight years, he didn’t want to wring every bit of meaning out of a good thing in his life. Over the past few weeks, Sylvester had gone out of his way to make sure Foster was comfortable—from sleeping on the sofa in his own apartment to walking away without kisses in the halls at school.

Foster wanted to be more for Sylvester. Not only that, he wanted to be stronger for himself. He didn’t want to freak out when someone brushed by him in the halls or touched his shoulder from behind. Maybe Sylvester had been right—Foster wasn’t the disease, so why should he let it dictate what he did with his life and who he did it with? “This stinks.”

“What does?” Sylvester asked.

Foster turned to the door and shrugged. “This….” He tapped the side of his head. “It’s all in here. My brain is in conflict with my cock, and right now my brain is winning.”

“Don’t think about it.”

“I want to. I can’t ignore this anymore.”

“Let me get you a drink.”

“Stop!” Foster snapped. “Just—stop!”

Sylvester faced him again and folded his arms across his massive chest. “Stop what?”

“Being so understanding. Don’t you wanna scream? Aren’t you horny? Don’t you want me?”

“And what exactly do you think I should do about that?”

“I don’t know!” Foster tossed his hands up. “Tell me to grow a pair! Something! Any-fucking-thing!”

Sylvester nodded. “I see. If I thought telling you to grow a pair would help, I would have said it a long time ago. But it won’t. Being angry and showing my frustration right now won’t do either of us any good.”

“So you bury it?”

Sylvester shook his head. “I’m good at that, it seems. I had an idea what I was getting myself into. I’m not going to run because it’s taking a little time for us to sleep together.”

“What if we never….”

“Then we’ll cross that bridge when we come to it.”

Foster sighed.

“And yes,” Sylvester said. “I’m horny. Yes, I want you. But I’d rather jerk off at nights than do anything to hurt you.”

“You—oh gawd. We’re together. You shouldn’t have to do that.”

“And you should stop worrying.” Sylvester didn’t move, but he let his arms fall to his side.

“I want to tell you what happened to me, Sly. I really do, but I—I keep stumbling over myself.”

“You will… one day.

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